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Farewell to (Your) Arms

For you I would walk
 foreign streets at night:
For you I will have no fear,
 show no tears, over you
I exercise no right.

... your mermaid’s smile
 in a field of stars,
Your face dusted with freckles
 in the Ultraviolet light...

These days the clouds
 are by Vermeer,
Rays of grey light fall
  like autumn leaves
In between rows
  of trees.

The land is a bowl,
I wash my face in its water,
Once, your small unique body:
  now, no longer here.
Not even those nights
  I lay beside it,
   falling out of love.

 

For you I sit up late
 in foreign rooms,
  shadow boxing,
Because of you
the days fly.
  and I am making basic adjustments
   that you always made for me.

If I had you here,
I would wrap you in guilt,
croon you into the sleep of the just
  make you bacon and eggs
   when you woke.

The broken glass in my chest
 tinkles when I walk,
Trams squeal and crash,
 inches from my face,
  like carved mountains of smoke.

One more step
and I'll also be gone,
 and have no way to say
How much I am missing you
in a song.

   
  manifesto